martes, 8 de enero de 2013

2012 vs. 2013: now FIGHT!

Well Christmas season come and go as easy as a feather. It happen so fast I feel i didn't got the time to enjoy it properly. I do miss Christmas Eve the old way, when you are little there's only hope and presents to think about, when you go old it also includes financial issues and sadness. But besides that i do enjoy having "slow days" you know, the kinda way Elsie displays on her blog "A Beautiful Mess" on this post. I had several of those and got a chance to enjoy the pleasures of having a place called "home".

You know the old saying "home is where the heart is..." well 2012 my heart made a major skip and turn 180° in different directions, so been able to still have a place i can go and hide during the winter is been a bleassing. During my "slow" days my mom and I got a chance to connect through old movies: "Gone with the Wind", "Breakfast at Tiffany's" and "Pretty Woman" :D i loved them all! and we were spending hours a day just laying in bed with food and "chocolate abuelita" and cinnamon coffee <3.

1. Gone with the Wind (1939), 2. "Breakfast at Tiffany's" (1961), 3. "Pretty Woman" (1990)

But what about New Year?!?! Resolutions? Wishes? Dreams to come true?! The only thing im really asking is Health, the others are a total mistery to me.To be honest during 2012 (which was supposed to be my big year) my confidence, hope and dreams just falled apart. It was a year of such high expectations that turn into a real bittersweet ending.

Into a quick overview 2012 was the year I finally got over college, into the real world, into a HUGE job in a HUGE city, full of new adventures and with a clean&fresh soul. More friends to come and more travels to make. Strart from Scratch! I was soooooo ready for it ... Well, apparently I wasn't ready for it.

2013 arrived to me in the same old city, with less money than ever, less hopes for my future, the lowest selfesteem I ever got and to be honest not the job i was expecting. So bare with me when I say i dont expect anything from this new year, its getting harder everyday to believe I'm somehow gonna end up where I'm supposed to be and not blame myself for it.

One thing is for sure, 2013 I'm planning on doing PRETTY THINGS. Apparently thats the only thing I'm 100% sure, i LOVE pretty things, but more than that, i LOVE Making pretty things, i want to get back into my blog and drawing more than ever, cause i might not ever find true happiness, but I might find a little bit on the things i truly love.

2 comentarios:

Macky dijo...

Ojalá este año, aunque no está empezando del todo bien, termine con un blast. Luego eso pasa, empiezan mal las cosas y van mejorando poco a poco :)

Sony Faudoa dijo...

:D termine con un blast! :D yay!

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