Painting used to be the best way to let my mind run free. To escape: painting, drawing, a fucking marker was heaven to me. It was my own world and my own only.
But as time pass by, it gets to be more of a struggle than an escape. Noticing how my inability to paint is getting worst and worst day by day, the struggle to keep going falls down into the angry path. I do notice my bigger regret as I grow old, and is my career decision. I decided not no be an Illustrator. It was playing it safe: non using my only escape as my way to survive, I could never do that to myself. Unfortunately it is also one of only passions in life and totally miscarried it along the way for "major" purposes.
Reality is, I do blame this decision entirely to my parents. It wasn't about playing it safe, it was about them playing it safe for me. They didn't give me much of a decision about it, as I said I intended to to be an illustrator they just said no and I obeyed.
That's the issue, I blame them for taking a decision for me. When in reality it was me not taking my own decisions and standing up for myself, standing for my passion.
For my own sanity I still blame them and still regret (as my own regret) not following my own passion. But one thing is for sure: Painting is still my only escape. And I'm glad I still got this. For as long as I got.

Tan Agria como Limones

This is the first time i upload one of my drawings or comic strips into my blog. Im really excited haha although i never realized how fun it could be to share through my drawingsthe stories of everyday basis...besides writing them, obviously.

My life has been really bitter for the previous months, haha but after my system finally collapsed, a friend of my came to change the mood of that crappy day.


:) Esta sera la primera vez que subo un dibujo mio o historietilla al blog. Estoy emocionada haha nunca me habia percatado de lo divertido que puede ser compartir por medio de mis dibujos historias de mi dia a dia...digo, ademas de escribirlas.

Mi vida ha sido algo amargosa esos meses, haha pero despues de que alfin me hiciera "caput" en mi sistema un amigo mio llego para cambiarme la tirada con un muy certero comentario.